Friday, January 8, 2010


I wish If I could do the same ! If we switch places and I just can leave you there in bed..alone.
even if I know that I won't be able to do so ! Even if I know I am not willing really to.
yet I wish it can come true!*
I just want you to feel deserted , desperate and left alone !
I want you to taste the uglyness I have been living in alone .
your support is not enough , not even close !
you will say you do your best ! I say your best is blessed when I am in rest otherwise try to show the rest!
Desperate , lonely and Depressed.
* I am no Devil , yet the Evil sometimes gets to me ! I work on washing those thoughts away,as I still wont wish smth bad to anyone!never.