Clueless me...strugglin in a world full of wars pretendin' that they aim for peace..I will be talkin about me , you , women , men , love, relationships ,fashion , moviez ,jokes, sports..whatever..the thing is , this is my TALK.
Happy New Year to you all . I just canot believe that 2009 is finally officially GONE ! akheeeeran ! and I cant help it but hope for a better year , full of joy , peace and happiness. Goodbye 2009 with the good and bad it had .. 2010 , i waited for you ..for a happy new year :)..please be good and happy ba2a !!:)
Couldnot find anything better than ABBA's voice to say Happy new year...
Happy New year ..to you , and your family..I wish myself and you too that all our dreams come true ,that we become United ! as benetton colors,kiddin :)...I wish for Free Palestine,Arabs united and Gaza's freedom ...wish all the wars and killing in the world just stop ! wish if we can hv our pride and dignity back ! I wish.
Listen to the song , I just love it.. I extracted those parts :
"Sometimes I see How the brave new world arrives,And I see how it thrives,In the ashes of our lives,Oh yes, man is a fool!And he thinks he'll be okay!Dragging on, feet of clay!Never knowing he's astray!Keeps on going anyway..."
"May we all have a vision now and thenOf a world where every neighbour is a friend" "May we all have our hopes, our will to tryIf we don't we might as well lay down and die"
Happy New year !
P.S: I posted this last year :) yes ..and I couldnot stand not posting it over again , this yr, after editing the years ofcourse:) ..it has been a year for me here anyway..kol sana wento tayebeen
I am aliveeeee...I can Breathe in ! Breathe out!!! Though I am in bed for long now ! long that I lost the number of days that had passed ! but EL7amduellah "thank god " ..I am still alive. sucha strange way to start with , but this is how I do feel now ! I am alive ! it 's been so long again , so damn repeated I know , but again and again I need to get back here, to write and blog back again. Don't worry, I am okay..I am not doing much recently ,not even much of work. I spend so many hours doing nothing , not even doing a proper reading ! not even a tiny thing I can recall now and say hmm I did blah blah...nothing
lost so many days and hours on Facebook doing nothing , stayin home and also doing nothing. I lost the urge to blog even. I had so much running on my life recently which drove me there .where I am now.
But as the year is passing by , and HOPE is still in the air, and the need for change , and the 2010 inspiration comes in brains..I got the spirit back ( I just hope I can reserve it).. and I am starting with blogging again..that bloggin has always been my relief and my outlet.
I am letting 2009 go in peace , with all the hurt , love,actions and hopes it had..and welcoming 2010 with hope , new born ,and love I am distracted, I am confused abit , but I am just excited that I am backk really ! ooh, I needed that you know.. much of writings to come..stay tuned happy new year all..and start writing down your wishes for the new yr and your achievements along the passed year..and let go of the tears and hate.
For those who really got worried about me, For those who asked about me..for those who cared on checking on my blog though they knew there was nothing new then ! For those who tried to be there..
For those who been wonderin why I did disappear ! to my surprise, me , myself dont really know !
I am still holding my fears , sadness , doubts , anger , aches , pain and other thoughts deep down. I prefered to keep them there ! as long as there is no real use of gettin 'em out !
I tried the other approach ! i hv been talkin about myself for long ! and I was really goin nowhere ! in vain ! SO I chose t suppress them...and pretend that they were never there.
I am not back ! I thought I was by time of my last post..but I wasn't ! I couldnot honestly... I kept myself busy with work ..and it didn't work . I tried seein more friends..and nothing helps . I am not in love with the one I am ... I am losing track and I can't even complain. anyways, that was a short note , owed to those who kept on msging me though.Thank you all. Take care.
I once wrote about the chocoholic me , and now it's time to reveal the shopaholic in me!
I know ,I can live with it ,but I just need a sponsor :D ! to pay my debts and take care of the bills!
I love it when I go shopping , I feel good about myself, I feel Happy, I forget about my troubles, my pain,my sorrow..I just let go for everything annoying including money ;) and welcome a plenty of bags in hands :)
you know about that saying, when you feel down, go for shoe-shopping, coz definitely you will find there somthing fit you and you will feel happy about it..I do so !
The shopping mall now is one of my favorite places , if I have nothing to do I go to the mall ! if I am blue I go to the mall ! if I have money I sure head to the mall..
and even when I don't I just hit the road ! I can spend there a whole day ! I mean it, goes up to 13 hrs and more..I can go on a daily basis.I love malls,I love shopping!
It feels bad to go shopping without a real budget for that..coz I always find stuff I like and I would regret not buying them if I don't ! .... the image of it doesn't really leave me, that I have dreams of it :night and day ones :) "
I always feel sorry if I don't buy what I like at once " I ever felt sorry for stuff I hesitated to buy , and took my whirl to find out it's already sold out".hence, I always buy what I spot my eye on and feel like...I don't think twice , I just offer my credit card and have the bag in my hand !
"I too sometimes feel bad about that ,coz a shop two steps ahead could be holding something better waiting for me there of same category I was shopping with sometimes better price! ,hence I regret buying stuff at first sight"..I can never tell which is better, to have a look over all shops(which is hectic enough,giving the chance that you might find your thing sold out by end of your tour), or just shop at once! at first sight !
I too sometimes feel sorry for stuff I buy and never use" long list here "..or stuff I buy and find out they don't really suit or fit !.(yes,I buy stuff up to 2 sizes larger or smaller sometimes! coz I liked the model and didn't find my size..I buy the avialable,persuading myself that I will fix it...if it is in smaller size, I will lose weight for that, for the opposite,I will fix it someway!.insane! I know!
There is stuff I just exclude from my closet coz I have seen the local copy-cat form ! (which I hate..dislike...) with low material and cheap prices !
I can't love mine then"the trendy brand with high price" , though I know I spent a great deal on that ! yet I just cut it out!
I think I hold "302det el khawaga "...that I feel good when I am wearing in brands, although , I have lots of stuff in local ! and I do wear them ! and don't deny the fact they are local ! I donno!but I just love brands!
I go for shopping everyonce in a while , I lose all my savings" if I ever do " on that,
my shopping mainly goes for clothes,bags,shoes,accessories,lingerie...etc
But when it comes to Bags and shoes "inc. flipflops" I am a maniac !
I live with my parents, hence, I don't really need to buy stuff for the house, yet when I go to carrefour,or any hyper market, I too can't resist buying stuff for home !..I get shocked by end of da shopping day for stuff I had to pay for and not really gonna use " non clothes".and even mom complains about that too ! coz I bring over stuff she really doesn't need ! I donno ! But I like getting stuff for home too...I love doing the grocery shopping, buying all those kinds of cheese! yummii..I love cheeese..bread,croissants ..in addition to fresh vegetables..it feels good buying those too!
I buy whatever! whether I am gonna use it or not , whether I really need it or not ! I just do ! coz I like to!
I sometimes go for jeans shopping , and I am determined that I will not buy anything but jeans! and I return home with many bags with NO jeans ! coz I simply couldnot find the jeans I am looking for and couldn't resist something I liked at some shop! or I just lost track and didn't look for the jeans in my shopping!
I am not always okay with it ! to be honest ! I sometimes feel bad of the attitude :( !
yea I do, even when I just had a great shopping, yet the feeling of buying stuff just to please yourself not that you really wanted them while there are others "on earth..in your town, your country..other place in bad need for food,etc.."makes me feel sad.and the sense of guilt then kills me.. I can give myself hardtime on that, and I feel sad for over spending money and sometimes exceeding the budget by far just for the sake of shopping !
I wokred on that , I really tried to..I stop myself from going to malls,or I go and dont really wander the place and check out all shops that i like ! or I pre-agree with myself that I will be only spending X , and by no means I shall exceed that amount X.."I always fail in that"
or I just leave my credit card at home ,and I don't go with cash ( but even with that,i could get away with it.. I asked the girl at the shop to reserve it for me till I get home and bring the money back...loser me)
I know I may sound helpless, a loser or even a real shopaholic!
I tried, I am tryin ,will still try..to work on it.
I admit it , I know I have a problem, and I really dont wanna live with it!
Coz not only I don't like it, I like it as I starrted my talk with ! , but to a certain limit..
I still miss you , I even miss you more.. I wish you were here now ,, I feel lonely,,so lonely,, no one is here, no one is listening , nor is reading ! I need you now. Please come back soon...Please. I love you ,, I do feel the word whenever you are not around me ! I always love you , but in a time like this..when there is nobody but you to listen to me , and pamper me..I know then that I miss you loads and love you more. Hope all is well where you are, and that you get back home soon.. sooner please. love you ma sealed with a tear kiss
She is blocked ! beware I just could ! You could be my next ! No One ! I will be missing ! I'm only giving you a Hint ! though it was never meant! That was my first attempt! Could you stand my bet ? a hell to come yet!
I was tagged by Brownie , to do that musical tag..and I have to admit it, Doing it was real fun ..and the answers are just Hillarious and Unexpected:)
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RULES:
1. Put your iTunes/music player on Shuffle, 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer, 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER WHAT!! After you’ve answered all of the questions, tag 5 other people and then let them know they’ve been tagged to do it themselves. _______________________________________
1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? Everybody’s changing by Keane (ouf! seems this game has got some meaning behind it ! coz this answer rings so many bells in my head)
2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? Brothers in arms..Dire straits (hmmm! I am all ears now ! )
3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? You fill up my senses ,John Denver (Oh My GOD ! this is hillarious !!:) Oh yea, I would like him to fill up my senses :)) this one is of my favorites really! I started to love the TAG thing.....)
4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Greetings By Hamza ElDin ! (I donno who the guy is ? And didn't know the song,I think I never heard about them both before ! I even had to wait till I hear some singing to start as it is 7:44 minutes ! and when he started to sing; it was still unknown for me ! I donno even how it is installed there ! weird!I too couldnot tell from the lyrics if the Greetings is smth I am /like or not! he sounds sudanese or smth! )
5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE? Nassam 3alayna elhawa...Fayrouz:) (I just love the song)
6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? hehehehe, I couldnot stop laughing at this one :D:D the song was: Ghareeba by Mohamed Mounir .... Hillarious:) coz yea, this is true :) me strange..ghareebat alatwar )
7. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? ya waa3dy 3l ayam by Mounib (hehe:) I can't stop laughing really :)
8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Hossam Habib..e7tart ma3ak (hehehe, yeah ..I really e7tart ma3ah "he got me confused :) ", and that what keeps my brains busy:)
9. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Dale Don Dale ...Don Omar (I didn't know that I still have this one On ! I have to remove it then, coz I dont like it anymore ! hmm,i just figured out the relation between the song and my best friend ! God ! )
10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Here with me...Dido (yesssssss:)) Here with me..though the song is about leaving really, but the title works ha! Here with me specially the song goes like : I am what I am I do what I want I can't hide I won't go I wont sleep I cant breathe, until you're resting here with me
11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? In my arms.. Mylo-Mylo.. " radio mix" >>>trance (I am glad I ran away with that , before everybody knows about my life story :) )
12. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? sa7 ya bada7 ...Mounir again (hehehe:) oh yea, sa7 ya bada7 fe3lan :)...there is a part of the song when he says: ah ya nahr maballesh 7atta el ryee2 , ah ya bara7 3ammal beydyee2 ;))
13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Esma we nassib ...Mounib (hehehehe:)) to that extent ! :))) ya 7aram,se3bo 3allaya :))) hehehehe..LOL ,Oh my goddd :)))
14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? 3eneiky ta7t el 2amar..Mounir again and again !! (though the mp3 player has like 300 diff songs to buncha of other singers,yet, it keeps on getting ones for Mounir! :) ,but I will not dance on that one though! )
15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? 7abaytak wel shawq...fayrouz (yepppiii..though they will do Quraan then, no songs on that day please! yet I love the meaning..that I will be loved and missed :)))
16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? 2al sa3ban 3alaih...sherine (2al ;) 2oulooulo 2al el zou2 7assas :)))
17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? Om el rahat...Mounib (nothing to tell here :) )
18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? Enta el-7ob ...Um Kolthoum (Speechless..yes:) ..what are friends for again :(
19. WHAT SHOULD YOU POST THIS AS? Rabbak howa el3alem..Mounib (Rabbak howa el3alem fe3lan :) )
20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF? I'd die for you (acoustic)..BonJovi (Oh yea..True...I would die for you..Just a great ending for that quiz, I wished it didn;t, I enjoyed it really :)
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Thank you Brownie for tagging me in this, it was real fun doing it :) and the answeres I got really made me laugh :) and here is my turn to tag : I.inside , 3mry and seher. And whoever read it and think of doing it, It's fun ! Just post a link back to your post in my comments that I can check it out and share the fun.
What if you give someone *close a present " cadeau" , for some special occasion or whatsoever really..and you get an answer like :
1- Aw ! what's that ? 2- Couldn't you just manage to get me something better ?! 3- I am sorry I don't like !
4- ............."feel free to fill it out with what most could annoy you"
What if your present was something to wear ....and the answer was:
-Sorry , it doesn't fit me!
Too many situations and scenarios I can think of ! and the wrong answers can't stop hitting me !
Is it okay to really say it out ? a wrong answer ? maybe in the clothes scenario,as what's the use of it afterall if it doesn't fit ? although I still think I can fake it, if it is only a matter of color or a trend I don't like!
and I really think giving something to wear as a present is a heavy choice !! risky ! and you can never tell what you will get as a response ! however, life doesn't give us much of choices here, and we sometimes go for it...and in so manytimes we choose to though !
SO, what if I get the wrong answer as a reply ! How should I act then ?..shall I take my present back?!..and deal as if I never knew that person ? shall I punish him/her for saying his /her opinion out ? shall I offer them to change it ?? Shall I ...... ??
What if it's me ,saying a wrong answer ! what I am expecting then ? really ?? a Hug back !
Other than the wear thing , what is the Ideal answer you are most likely waiting for ? 1- Oh! amazing ! ..I love you! 2- wow ! you read my mind ! That what I was planning to buy a week ago ! 3- Perfect choice ! I really love it, Thank you. 4- just a Thank you. 5-just a smile . 6- Non stop Compliments 7-.....Feel free to fill it out too with most thing you would like to hear then....
I know a couple of people who really can't fake it ! and they let it out ! whatever really ! I think it is rude ! I do ! Though me, myself find it hard to fake those feelings ! yet I think of being polite and doing the least thing in return with smiling and saying Thank you!
And afterall ,You Can't wait till you get a gift back from that same person you just did to, and it is either a "revenge time " or a rewarding one :)
* P.S : Close here ,close friend, was chosen on purpose, to make it harder on you ! as it isn't easy to lose a close friend if he just says a wrong answer! though a wrong one still aches !specially when it comes from a close one !!
meanwhile he/she supposedly should not lie about it and say it !! coz between really close ones , you can say everything STILL it hurts if you get a wrong answer ! so what if ?
yet,I would like to map it on non-close ones too ! will it make it any easier then ??
I am not writing this as a contribution to mother's day which is on March, 21st ! ,no ! , I am doing it coz I feel I owe it, yes I owe mom this one, and I do wish if I can do more than a post !
Ironically,I wasn't on good terms with Mom neither dad when I was young ! especially in my teenage ! actually It was horrible for me. That I always wished that I can escape home or if I just grow old and move out !...that was my wish back then! and it lasted for quite long !
I can't deny how understanding they were trying though, how many privileges I also had ! but I was always concentrating on what I lack !
I still recall the arguments we had over the curfew! and how I had it starting at 9ish then to 10 , reaching the 10.30 "and it was like 2engaz that half then " ,and when it was upgraded to 11 , and how finally I have no curfew ! I have seen it all and I still recall ! I still recall the fights over the curfew and me being home late always! with 5 minutes to 15! and how I can be grounded for those few minutes I was late for ! I too recall that I sometimes had to play with the clock which is located behind the door step :)) I always make it less in 15-20 minutes which I am always late with :)
I recall those things and laugh now, but back then ,it was a nightmare! I still recall my fights over traveling alone with friends, I even still do the first time I went out to movies with friends. I can't deny that I was getting in away or another what I was really looking for ,but it was always accompanied with a fight or pretty zannnnn :)
I always felt there is a huge Gap between us, I know each teen feels so,but I was kinda feeling it doubled ! and I was always looking for more ! especially I was doing well at school, I get high marks ,and I do not misuse their trust ! I was always a model in that ! so I always thought it is my right to do whatever as long as it is not wrong and I am trustful ! and I never got the worry-ness argument back then, especially I was doing all rides by cabs " so when I think of it now, I think they had a right to worry about me" yet they shouldn’t ban me.
anyways,that's not what I wanted to talk about in first place! I am going off topic now :) I may talk about that stage of my life later on, but I needed in fact to mention it a bit coz I need " not to apologize" coz I was never rude though , I was always a kind daughter too ! " I have all the space to talk about myself then and none will disagree :)
anywayz , when I recall that now and put it inline to what I feel and see now ! I really laugh! coz I have changed not 180 though, but I grew up , and my feelings towards two specific persons ,Mom and Dad ,had been completely changed ! it went from the desperate me looking to leave home , to a creature living with her parents and misses her mom like hell when she is not home!
Mom is on travel now , and yes I miss her like hell ! I miss the warm mommy hug , miss her good morning kiss, and miss her checking on me every once in awhile, fixing my tea and coffee.. cooking my favorite meal " melokheyya " especially for me ! and she do a great pasta too with meat balls...she is a great cook !...I love whatever she comes with ! she still do all home stuff including mine ,she fixes my stuff ,and washes my laundry. am a spoiled kid! I have been always though !
but before I was taking it for granted ,and never stopped to feel it the way I do now but now things have really changed ! As much as I once wanted to leave home as much as I want to live with mom a whole life ! " you may have noticed that I amn't talking about Dad that much! I know, firstly this post is dedicated to mom..secondly , I love mom much more than dad ! I think he knows it ! I try sometimes to fix it ! but I can't help it! I love mom to an extent I can't figure it out!
I miss her texting me when I am out to ask me to buy her smth "though years back I used to complain about that " , now if she doesn’t do so , I either call her to make sure she doesn't need anything or I just surprise her with something she likes, chocolate for instance.
I miss her hug and her jokes then :) ...when I am blue, she senses it though I try my best to hide it, yet she knows it and then she does her best to comfort me ,and get me out of my mood ! without over asking on the reason behind it !..and keeps smsing me with jokes or mother request to cheer up :).. she is Kind " the word is not even close to her kindness"..she is warm..she is a real mother "don't think I am a lonely child! no, we are ??..?? more than two :) "..yet she is giving us all same care ,love and tenderness "though people who know us always joke about her being over giving to me and Bro than other siblings,and I say no! she is not giving in equal , but she surely does give great amounts to each,that each one of us is in deep love with her".
I love you mom, I love you in a way I never thought I can do ! I love being the center of your life , I love the feeling that your whole life revolves around mine ! I love being spoiled by you....love the endless love and care that you do ! I was always thinking of un-conditional love ! and the love you do goes beyond! I was always complaining about taking things for granted ! and I am sorry I once did so! I miss you mom , hope you come back soon,that I close my eyes to open on your voice saying good morning and your hand playing with my hair.
I miss you mom when it is night, and you come check on me in bed ,and make sure I am well covered and tied up in bed ,and then kiss me goodnight and turn off the TV and lights. I miss watching TV with you ! and keep asking you about those actors, show presenters ..whatever ...the thing is I never stop asking we khalas! and keep distracting you from your Noor !! the one series I amn't following and will never do.
I know you are praying for me even when you are away ! you always do...and I love taking the major part of your prayers too,as you always say..I love the feeling that you know there is someone in love with you no matter what you do, and even if you are on bad terms with him he will still love you and pray for you...This is more than love, I miss you mum !
Mom is always giving me the feeling of everything will be alright ,only leave it in god's hands..she has faith , and I love the spiritual she.
I love you mama , I think I have been using the three words recently , I say it out, but you have no idea how much I do mean it ! I love you ,and I wish you come back home safe.
Ommy , I am sorry if I ever did anything wrong to you.I am sorry if I ever upset you ! I am sorry if I sometimes disagree with you ! I am sorry if I can't show you how much I love and need you ! I am sorry if I wasn’t as good as I should be to you !
But, I do love you my great mother , I miss you ,miss everything about you. I appreciate your existence now more than I ever did before , and I appreciate everything you do to me ! I am grateful and thankful for having you in my life, and as long as I live I will too keep praying for you , my lovely mama. May Allah saves you and protect you , and keeps you safe and healthy. Amin
And just before I go, there are a couple of songs I want to share with you. First one by : Marcel Khalifa, and it is about mother,he talks about her love to his mother and how he misses her..I still recall when I been to Marcel's concert when he was then here in Egypt and how that song touched me back then.
Second song is : Mama said by metallica ..used to be a favorite song to me too.
With all love to mummy...warm hugs and kisses are sealed and sent to you mamma :X ________________________________________________
I believe in : a friend in need is a friend indeed ! What if I don't find my friends when I am badly in need for them to be around ?? I address the same question to myself , am I there for them when they need me ??
I been through hard times recently , and only few names I can mention who been there , and they were like doing the show face ! And the rest ! No show at all !
I give excuses all the time, I don't enjoy giving excuses to close ones, especially when it is like I am damn sure they have no excuse ! But I still do and try to play the understanding. However, this time ....I am sorry.... I am not....I gave up that boring UNDERSTANDING game!
I ran out of all excuses , I can't find you any ! I am sorry ! I can't feel good about it , and can't even blame it on you, inspite the fact that I sometimes blame it on myself ! Yes, being that easy going with them, understanding, flexible and in so many times I just go off my way to meet up with them !
How many times did I call and got rejected in return ? "I know that I do too , but it is most likely as an answer to your previous rejection" How many times I asked to go out and talk to catch up and so ? and how many times you said you are busy and already have plans ! How many times, you ditched me simply for other ones ?
I can't count the times I found them around me when I really needed them ! They are too few to be memorized ! On the other hand ,I still recall what I simly do !
I am no angel and they are no devil ! They are my friends and I truly love them, I love them even if I receive nothing in return as in unconditional love ! I hang out with them, we get along , I travel still with some of them, we have fun, we laugh , and sure we share lots of things,we have memories, history...But with no present.
I did the blame thing, over and over, that I am sick of doing it again ! With no joy.. I will not blame anyone, not anymore.. I will just take decisions and will not show up again ! I wish I can ! But I know I just can't !
I love them still, but I am sad....I will not blame I will not complain ! It aches that we get apart ! it aches when we are drifting away ! it reminds me of the No Doubt song ! Don't speak !
You and me We used to be together Everyday together always I really feel That I'm losing my best friend I can't believeThis could be the end It looks as though you're letting go And if it's real Well I don't want to know
You know the strangest thing Ever , that those ones you least expect to be there for you, those are the ones who are really there !! I had that friend who been calling to check on me on a daily basis while we actually were not in touch in years !
I look at myself and think , I paid my dues ! Yea, I think I did ! And you just can't be giving all the time, I too need to take ! As much as I am afraid that I lose them ! I know we become different ! yes, Big differences we have ! yet we still get along !
Why it ended up that way ? Though we were really close and so ? I have plenty of reasons in mind I am tired of saying them out , maybe I would do someday in addition to the differences we have ! , but today I will just keep my mouth shut and not even complain nor to blame! But I know that I miss my friends and really wish if I have them There!
Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts Our memories Well, they can be inviting But some are altogether Mighty frightening As we die, both you and I With my head in my hands I sit and cry !
P.S : I was trigerred by my best friend's call , who just did to ask me to join her going to some concert in coming few days ! though she wasn't there recently ! by no means ! and she knew about the thing that went through ! yet she was not there ! not even by phone ! Though I been around her recently ,not doing any talk in fact as she was doing all the talk and she was enjoying keeping me listening ! and she forgot to ask during her Loooooong talks of any thing related to me ! she wasn't even interested ! she enjoyed Talking and Talking ! she didn't even check on me in any of those 4 times we saw each in a row!! however, I didn't complain about listening ! I am a good listener by nature....but please, no more talks! Don't speak !
I lived my whole life thinking of the Great thing I was missing ! And the Valentine I am waiting !
It feels sad being single , and it feels worse being single on a valentine's day !
On That Day ,everything around you makes you feel like you are missing a big thing ! A Day that leaves on any single sorrow and sadness ! Makes you feel like you need to hide that day ! Or if you just can skip it on your calendar and pretend that it was never there ! if it only goes from 13th to 15th at once without passing through that day !
Seeing all shops decorated with big hearts , red flowers ! roses all around you ! Everything wrapped in red ! couples are celebrating. Oh ! Love is all around you ! It is like the whole universe is conspiring to depress you ! to Make you feel more lonely and desperate!
That was scene number one when I was Single ! This is how I used to feel back then ! As if it was only me then left on earth ! me Single ! and everybody out there is celebrating their love !It used to feel bad ! regardless of the fake image truly know ! Loneliness kills ! I used to have dreams of how would be my valentine ! And what if I am not single !
Years went by , and here I am , I totally changed my mind about it ,about the so called Valentine’s Day Though I am not married yet ! Am not that old ! I have only celebrated the Valentine's only once ! yes once !
Yet I think I don’t like the Valentine’s Day ! With all the fuss about it ! It is a so commercial Idea ! They were brilliant in marketing the idea and selling it ! And we easily buy it ! and please forget about the Saint valentine who already made it up ! coz I am sure if he knows how they got to sell the idea now , he would take it back !
The thing is we just do not go for chocolates and flowers ! No ! It has to be some thing BIG ! Though chocolates and flowers already do cost ! and Flowers and chocolates are really nice , and not only on Feb 14th !
What is the relation between Feb. 14th and love ?
I think again this is a commercial Idea ! If I don’t love you as enough I will not love you on 14th specifically ! And if I love you as you think I should do ! I think you don’t need the valentine's to prove so !
We don’t need a pre-defined day to express our love ! Do we ! As we can do it everyday ! We can do it in our anniversary for instance ! I admit it , the valentine's could be still a cool reminder to say " I love you " if we get busy in our lives and just forget to say the words ! But it should not be by any means a way of a hell of expenses ! No !
I was shocked by the 180 degrees change of my point of view ! Though I have been waiting for it to come real my whole life ! and only When I had it, I just then started to think of it right !
The way everybody talks about Valentine’s Day just makes me sick ! It is everywhere ! In media ! In girls talks ! In shops windows ! Everywhere ! One thing I always hated and I still do ! and maybe more ! I don’t like the teddy bears and the teenagers holding the BIG boxes that day ! I don’t like that everyone is dressed in red ! I don’t like the idea that all places are crowded and fully booked ! I don’t like the idea that you have to pay tipple what you would pay for same thing any other day !
I don’t like the idea that you have to do reservation a month ahead ! I don’t like the aroma of fake LOVE ! I don’t like the ambiance that day !
You know , I have been asked same question for days now ! " What you gonna do in the valentine's ? " And seems that my answer was quite shocking for whoever asking ! As I am doing nothing ! It was like I am that Old to not celebrate it !!! I am old fashioned ! I am Odd ! I know I don’t want to celebrate it ! I am done with the so commercial idea ! I don’t know if I will miss it if I don’t ! I will see ! I don’t know if I will feel jealous if other couples of whom I know will celebrate it ! I don’t know if it will feel like the New Years Eve ! When I knew that I don’t want to celebrate it but when it passed I kind of wished we would have done something special that night ! I don’t know ! I know I am convinced ! but !
I know the valentine's crap is just crap ! I just don’t know why is the fuss ?
anywayz, if you are single ! don't think of it the way I used to ! You are not alone !
you are not missing a lot ! there is nothing special about that day !
Don't over estimate it ! it is just a normal day !
And if you just not ! Don't over do it please ! Love is not measured by that ! love is measured by actions and sayings along the year and life time ?! not only Feb 14th !
and you can tell whoever you love the three words " I love You " , you don't have to wait till valentine's ! Do it ! Now !
Let me hear from you ..valentine's day is approaching , which one are you ?
I decided to take the day off ! I need it badly ! I am thinking of so many plans ...I want to swim , work out , sit in the sun , read a book " That I been reading for months now and I need to get done with it " , meet up with some friend ..and before all Have my coffee. I can come up with more ! Me go now..
I can't go to sleep ! I need to say the words " I am sorry " ,words don't come easily, like sorry ! I owe you an apology ,for something stupid I did today ! I did ! And did not enjoy ! I am sorry again. I know ! I should have not ! I am sorry . I am thankful for your understanding , it really meant a lot . It did have an impact on me , and for that I am thankful. Thank you for something I am sorry about. Am Sorry _____________________________
P.S : This one has nothing to do with following post .
You're loud, brash, and outgoing. If you think it, you say it.
Definitely not the quiet type, you really don't keep a lot to yourself.
You're lively and inspiring.
People love to be around your energy.(But they do secretly worry that you'll spill their secrets without even realizing it.)
You excel in: Public speaking
You get along best with: the Dash
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This is me ! an Exclamation mark !
Guess I am ! I totally agree with being loud, outgoing, I think it I say it ! am live ! and sure I inspire people :D ,am a bundle of Drama yes JOy yes !
I wonder who is a Dash then ?
Thanks to Seher for introducing me the blog thing , I guess I will go visit it regularly , as I am fond of those few Questions of Quiz thing , that by answering them you get to know stuff about yourself !
sometimes it is misleading , othertimes you find it just true.
Back to Basics is what I moan All I want is to be left alone I suffer I endure I fall ! I soar ! I cry ! I try to reach my core ! I need to have it back as pure ! I will try ! more and more !
And just then
I will be content I am sure This is how I find my joy Howelse One can enjoy !
Back to basics ! is where I am from ! The only place I know ! where I really belong !
I give in ! I can not breathe ! I need to find my inner peace ! No One can make it eased ! And I don't want you to see my tears! I am hurt! No! I am cured! I Live in pain! I am going insane! Why One can not just forget ! and put aside all regrets !
I was just checking my facebook when I was hit by so many albums added by someone I DO KNOW "well”! Or at least I think that I do!!The Photo albums are all about girls and boys of 20 ' a year or two plus or minus’! All with hard drinks!“I know that their parents / families are not that COOL! And they will never be COOL about it “
This is my not first time to check out someone's profile to get shocked by pix I don't really like! No, but maybe those others' I got used to are for guys of late twenties , early thirties, so maybe I can say they are grown-ups ! Not an excuse though! I don't know!
Am not to discuss whether they drink or not! Am talking about publishing their photos that easily! To EVERYONE! Even if it is for a closed circle of friends of 300 maslan!? Pictures of guys and gals all drunk! In poses I have no clue how they dare to! Both boys and girls! I really wonder! Everybody is free to do whatsoever! Okay! But why to take pix of it! Especially you know well, this is not your background! Not your culture? And this is not like the majority sees as well! And if it ever been told to your parents it will be a real hell! So why to take the pix? And why to publish them?
And what really shocks me more, the comments on the pix! Of people that don’t at least share same life-style "malhoumsh Fe ay 7aga, and on their comments, they fake it!!they try to go with the flow !! Their sayings go between “wow, you look stunning! Oh, you look great together, eiiii, teeee, ceeee,"as if this is all normal and me only freaking alien living here!I know those people for god's sake!
Am not talking about some other freaking creatures I don’t know well!So if the ones taking pictures having smth wrong in their systems, what’s so wrong in those who are commenting?! I thought I got used to the idea of girls posting their profile picture in swimming suits! Though I really never get it!! Why to reveal some picture that is not supposed to be seen by everybody!Why all friends, friends of friends “sometimes everybody, which includes all people you know and don’t know! Maybe your colleague, someone was just passing by your door, your boss, the man in the supermarket, your neighbor,your driver,your doctor...whoever really!
Why do you let them see what they are not supposed to!!?I am sure that if that picture was of hardcopy! Think they won’t let it be distributed and published that way?! and just let it get into everybody's house! and office! You now one thing that really pisses me off! when you see a bunch of boys surrounding someone's PC at work,and when you come close you figure out that they are checking out some Girl's pix on facebook! it feels humiliation and I feel pity for the girl! I don't consider myself a narrow minded person! Ever known as an open-minded ! where is privacy? Privacy is not only setting your privacy settings,to limit access to your profile! No! privacy,is too keeping stuff to yourself NOT published everywhere! Somebody explains! please!!
All those little things you stopped to do! All those little things you Now over do! This way of talking! And shutting me up! This way of really filtering what or not to tell!
Fine! If this is the way! Really Okay with me! It isn't about some question been asked! You attack! You defend! Why the heck! Though the talk was just on going! And I was by all means self- controlling! Making an issue of it?! Me? I will stop talking.
It really surprised me that two friends of mine are completely against the Idea of Zara opening in Egypt! The reason why?! Coz they think it will be then a Local Thing!! Hence, Brand is losing its value!! And everybody will be wearing Zara! So you will not be differentiating really between who is shopping here and who is doing it abroad! And you won’t be able to tell of clothes that are..? N who not?? ! It will be like "sha3bey”!!Local brand!
I was really shocked to hear that! Coz me among those who are really excited to finally have Zara opening here! It has been ages and ages when we suffered of local brands...unless you can fly and do you shopping somewhere else!
Till few years back when the bless of Brands started to fall on Egypt lands, was like a miracle coming to real! A dream coming true!it started with Mango and some other few, and started to grow and grow, You really can tell, that we have now outlets for a Bunch of brands and labels !! Akheeraaaan!!!!!! “Regardless to the PRICES Fact, That they are way higher than those of same label, same piece sold out anywhere else but Egypt!! God only knows why!
In so many times the original price is left there on the price tag in Euro /Dollars, and it also has the price as in Egyptian pounds which has nothing to do with original currency transferred to Egy Pounds"!! It is like, always original price plus!!
That couple of friends don’t really argue about the concept of having labels here, at all! , they only do about Zara, coz apparently Zara is their favorite too!
And they don’t want everybody to share it with them!!
Being unique! Different! , I know how it feels if you wear something you think is unique and beautiful, and you step in a place or wherever to see some other is wearing it!! How about IF many do!! It feels bad, cheap, and I hate that piece of clothes and maybe don’t put it on again!
"3o2da" maybe! But I too love to be unique and I do hate to be wearing smth and find out everybody is having it!! And if you are hanging out around a coffee shop maslan, you will find 3 or 4 of you! Aw!!!
That happens to guys mostly, it happens with their T-shirts, I can tell that I sometimes get mixed up with persons coz of their Same Identical Polo shirts!!
Back to Zara thing, so when I got to think of it that way! The way that I really wished I did not. I think I too do not want it to open here :((
Yet I want to!!! Grrrrr
It is really confusing! When a brand is going local!! And of course local brands as they always do, they will try to copy the models and all and do it in bad fabrics!!cheap prices !! So it will not be only about Zara everywhere, it will be also about Zara-alike “ta2leed ya3ny "...
I know! The original wins in this situation, yet the feeling of Zara Local here!
So, you might think of something now! That they don’t let the prices that affordable to everyone! Hence, they will maintain their uniqueness and so! I say No! For god's sake NO!
Coz already prices are higher than anywhere else as mentioned earlier! , and can’t be of any higher really! And after all, it is not that affordable to all!
And those who go shopping in Gulf, Europe or wherever will be same shopping here added to them a slight number of people who don’t really have the chance to go shopping abroad!
Only one thing I can think of right now!! The Longchamp bag! That every woman and girl has! Whenever I lay my eyes on some girl I just got puzzled with another same Longchamp!! Blue, Brown, white, small, medium, big. All colors in all sizes!!!
I am tagged !!! I.inside tagged me in her post , You know this is my second in a couple of weeks ! I know ! you havnet seen the first yet ! I know I know...coz I am still working on it.. sorry but that one is kind of time consuming ! Oh ! :) and it Needs Maths .
, I 'd like to tag whoever reads this ! yes. You are TAGGED....and please post a link to your post in my comments that I can come and check it out..or you can leave your answers here at once ! Do it your way..
Here we go : __________________________
Favourite Colour: Black , Blue , Green , Red , white..cant really tell ! Favourite Perfume (Guys) : Givenchy - Pi Perfume and Pi Neo Favourite Perfume (Girls) : Euphoria , Pure Purple Hugo Boss ..CHANEL Coco Mademoiselle too Favourite PJ brand: Victoria's secret Favourite Clothes Brand: Zara ,Promod , Veromoda and Nike Favourite Person in the Entire World: My Soul-Mate .. Favourite Country: Italy , Spain and yes Egypt ! Favourite Car: mini Cooper,Audi and a red Dodge :) Favourite Sport: Squash ,tennis..and soccer Favourite Sports Player: Kaka , and who doesnot love David Beckham ! Favourite Spot in the World: lots !it could be a swimming-pool ! cozy place with nice music and good coffee ! a library ! reading a book while sitting in the sun ! Sea-side ! cruise in the nile ! lots really ! ..even the gym , I see it one of my fav places ! and Ofcourse Aswan ! Favourite Animal: Dogs ( a golden retreiver ) and Horses. Favourite Movie: Fight Club ,Serendipity,God Father,You've got mail and for arabic (el-sellem wel te3ban-Snake and Ladder ) Favourite Singer: Kurt Cobain - Jim Morrison - Tracy Chapman -Alanis morissette - Bon Jovi-Fayrouz-Mounir Favourite Day of the Week: anyday but Tuesday ! ..and sure the weekend Favourite time of the day: The morning..I love to see the sun ! ..and I too love it late night ! Favourite holiday season: Summer Holidays ! Sun ,Sand and Sea ...,I cant wait ! Favourite number: 7 Favourite food: Burger, Pizza and Pasta Favourite chocolate: lots ! Lindt white with Almonds , Kit-Kat , Maltesers ,Snickers and Brownies if that can be included too!
Favourite Cartoon: Finding Nemo , Tom & Jerry , The Simpsons and Lion King Favourite Blogger: hmmmmm!! hmmm !! hmm ! Dont have one :( .. Favourite Icecream Flavour: Vanilla , chocolate add to them a caramel sauce ! Yummi Favourite Mobile Brand: Sony Ericsson . Favourite Name: ! dont really know ! maybe Sarah for girls .. Taymour for Guys Favourite Hobby: swimming ,squash,reading , listening to music ,going to moviez and Shopping:) Favourite Room in my House: my space , my room and I cant deny it the Bathroom :D,it is even called " bayt elra7a ;) "
Favourite Fruit: I just dont hv any fav right now , coz of the Diet Plans I am following !"I already started to dislike Orange and Apples "..But I love Mango ! yea , Mango and bananas
That was the Original Creep by Radiohead ..which I can't find any better right now to go with my bad mood. There is another version ( Acoustic ) I like most : ________________________________
me singing : ________
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul. I want you to notice, when I'm not around. You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here.
I Thought of sharing this..As I like the song originally by Nirvana, I tried to find it out on Utube but no joy! Good thing is ; the you tube I posted here is about my ever favorite Kurt Cobain !
Enjoy it.
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Forward yesterday
Makes me wanna stay
What they said was real
Makes me wanna steal
Livin' under house
Guess I'm livin', I'm a mouse
All's I gots is time
Got no meaning, just a rhyme
Take time with a wounded hand 'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand'Cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal.
I was born under unusual circumstances.” And so begins “The Curious Case of Benjamin Button,”
Brad Pitt as Benjamin tells the story..
it is a breath taking movie, you can not go anywhere till you get to the end of it ! though it is a little bit long !(2 hrs 43 minutes ) yet I didnot feel it , I was curious and attached all movie , captured by the acting and story.
This is my best movie in so loooooong....One of best movies Ever.
It just hit me in so many lines , like you will never know whats coming for you , life is measured by moments , be yourself, live it yourway..dont let others take control of it...
it lets you think of your life , analyze what you been through and what you dream for ..and tells you there is nothing impossible.
It shows you the fears of aging old as much as if you do young , it goes beynod your expectations..
it has love, war, motherhood,young,old,.....all you can think of.
Benjamin is growin younger , although we all hate growin old , Benjamin will make you think of it again..
I can not find words desribing how much I loved the movie , this is a sooooooooo damn GOOD movie ...I will see it over and over ..I do not want to stop talkin about it really !
Though the timing I saw it in was not a so good one , I was in deep blue, yet the movie helped me get out of it .
Brad Pitt as always Rocks !! he ROCKS !! Big Time !!!!..how brilliant is he ?? he makes you cry , smile , laugh....he just gets to you easliy ..you will enjoy seein him acting, gettin OLD,YOUNG,whatever really !!! he ROCKS ! he is awesome.
I am not surprised to know it's been nominated for 5 golden globes.
I do not know what to say ! can not think of anything but"wallahy kefaya..wallahy el3azeem 7aram "!
this has to be stopped ! the non stop killing for 9 days now.for the attacks from everywhere.
the helpless kids and women murdered , the mosques destroyed...
Save GAZA ...save whats left ! save GAZA..
I do not know to whom this headed , I do not know anything ! all I know is I wish I can help.
I am standing still , all we can do is praying for them...pray pray pray pray please do not forget them in your prayers...if we have nothing to offer , we have to do the least which is praying for them.
I also never thought of the "starbucks" thing, but since the attacks started I boycott starbucks, I searched the internet and I could see the Jewish origin, so least we can do is to boycott all Israeli Products inc starbucks.
Gaza...I wish if I can do anything to make you suffer less.
I wish if I can be of help .
I have seen your skies lightened with rockets and fire ,which I think for Israel it is just fireworks
they dont give it a damn ? do they ? They kill old peaople unarmied, they kill women and children !! they kill randomly ! they are causing damage to everyplace they step on !!
they are coming from everywhere , from sea, sky and by land..they have been doing all kinds of kill !
They claim that hamas rockets are causing damage ! they land in like a no-one living place , causing no harm ,,just a hole in ground , while the Israeli rockets land in houses,mosques causing a kill of whole family of like 10 members and more !
Who is the terrorist ? Muslims ?? or Israelis ? how many murdered and injured for each party ?
on Palastine , it is like 500 murdered which I like to call martyred and more than 2000 injured badly ! while on the Israeli side, it is like 10-25 ?!! so who is the murder here ?!?!
Is there anybody out there listening ?? do you see the numbers ?? do you see the pictures ??
do you see the Fire??
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Allahoma 2Onsor Al-phelsteneen , allhomma 7arrer phalastine and Gaza, allahoma 2onsorna 3la el yahoud .
Allahoma fokk karbahom wa sadded ramyahom wa 2agheth-hom.
حسبنا الله ونعم الوكيل في اليهود اللهم عليك بهم فانهم لايعجزونك اللهم فرق جمعهم وشتت شملهم اللهم احصهم عددا واقتلهم بددا ولا تغادر منهم احدااللهم زلزلهم ودمرهم وانزل عليهم عجائب قدرتك اللهم امين
اللهم إنا نشكو إليك دماءً للمسلمين سفكت, وأعراضاً هتكت, وحرمات انتهكت, ومساجد دمرت, ومنازل خربت, ومدارس عطلت, ومزارع أحرقت, وأطفالاً يتمت, ونساءً تأيّمت, وأمهات ثكلت, ليس لنا رب غيرك, ولا ملاذ سواك. اللهم فاغضب لعبادك المؤمنين, واثأر لجنودك الموحدين, وانتقم لنا من الطغاة المستكبرين, اللهم أحل بهم سخطك, وأنزل عليهم غضبك, ونقمتك, واسلبهم حلمك وإمهالك, وأرنا فيهم بطشك وقوتك.
الحمد لله رب العالمين حمداً كثيرا طيِّبا مباركا فيه ملء السموات وملء الأرض وملء ما بينهما وملء ما شئت من شيء بعد ، و صلّ اللهم على سيدنا محمد وعلى آله وصحبه أجمعين.اللهم بسطوة جبروت قهرك ، وبسرعة إغاثة نصرك ، وبغيرتك لإنتهاك حرماتك ، وبحمايتك لمن إحتمى بآياتك ، نسألك يا الله ، يا سميع ، يا مجيب ، يا منتقم ، يا شديد البطش ، يا جبار ، يا قهار ، يا من لا يعجزه قهرَ الجبابرة ، ولا يعظُم عليه هلاكَ المتمردة من الملوك و الأكاسرة ، أن تجعل كيد من كاد أهل غزة في نحره ، ومكْر من مكر بهم عائدا عليه ، وحفرة من حفر لهم واقعا فيها ، ومن نصب لهم شبكة الخداع إجعله يا ربنا مساقا إليها ومصادا فيها وأسيرا لديها.اللهم سلط على أعدائهم النقم ، اللهم بدد شملهم ، اللهم فرِّق جمعهم ، اللهم أقلل عددهم ، اللهم إجعل الدائرة عليهم ، اللهم أوصل العذاب إليهم ، اللهم أخرجهم عن دائرة الحِلم ، وأسلبهم مدد الإمهال ، وغُلَّ أيديهم ، واشدد على قلوبهم ولا تبلغهم الآمال ، اللهم مزِّقهم كلَّ ممزَّق مزَّقته لأعدائك انتصارا لأنبيائك ورسلك.اللهم انتصر لنا و لأهل غزة إنتصارك لأحبابك على أعدائكاللهم انتصر لنا و لأهل غزة إنتصارك لأحبابك على أعدائكاللهم انتصر لنا و لأهل غزة إنتصارك لأحبابك على أعدائكاللهم لا تمكّن الأعداء فينا ولا تسلطهم علينا بذنوبنااللهم لا تمكّن الأعداء فينا ولا تسلطهم علينا بذنوبنااللهم لا تمكّن الأعداء فينا ولا تسلطهم علينا بذنوبناإلهي يا من أجاب نوحا في قومه ، ويامن نصر إبراهيم على أعدائه ، ويا من رد يوسف على يعقوب ، ويا من كشف ضرَّ أيوب ، يا من أجاب دعوةَ زكريا ، يامن قبل تسبيحَ يونس لا إله إلاّ أنت سبحانك إنّي كنت من الظالمين ، نسألك بأسرار هذه الدعوات المستجابات أن تتقبل ما به دعوناك ، وأن تعطينا ما سألناك.اللهم أنجز لأهل غزة وعدَك الذي وعدتَه لعبادك المؤمنين ، إنقطعت آمالُهم وعزَّتك إلاّ منك ، وخاب رجاؤهم إلاّفيك ، وكفى بالله وليا ، وكفى بالله نصيرا ، وحسبنا الله ونعم الوكيل ، ولا حول ولا قوة إلاّ بالله العلي العظيم.اللهم إستجب لنا ، آمين ، وصلِّ اللهم على سيدنا محمّد سيد المرسلين. _________________________________________________________
Update : Palestinian Holocaust museum site has been launched. worth a visit.
I got this by sms , it is Hillarioussss !:)) I thought of sharing it with you ;)
Whatever you give a woman , She will greater. If you give her sperm , She will give you a baby. If you give her a house , She will give you a home. if you give her groceries ,She will give you a meal. if you give her a smile , She will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So , if you give her any crap ,be ready to receive a ton of shit :))
Cheers to all the ladies out there , and lets have a very new year :)
Yes..I am a chocoholic , I love chocolate to death ..I find happiness in a twix bar :) , I see the hot brownies with extra sauce chocolate and scoop of vanilla ice-cream is just Osome!! yummmi, I neeed one now!
I see Caramel as one thing PERFECT on top of anything ! I dont mind Caramel in out anything!
I just love Caramel , so when it comes to the mix , Caramel , Chocolate and Icre-cream ! ouffff !
Thats why the Mcdonalds Sundae chocolate and caramel mixed is still one of my favorites.
I love Chocolate with Hazelnuts , I adore white chocolate too, the toblerone is one of my best .
The Choclate comes along anything you may think of , with Ice-cream as already mentioned, with nuts , with caramel, with Coffee though.
Try your cofffee with a chocolate bar , and see how tasty both will be !
I love chocolate fudge too, and luv that with a cup of tea,mazag geddan :)
I love maltesers ..I love twix , I love KitKat , I love snickers , some galaxy.. I dont luv Bounty !!
I love lindt , I love Favarger and some other swiss ones.
I love anything that can come chocolated :)
Let alone , those tarts , chocolate , caramel , white chocolate , Toffee......etc, there is some shop called Pumpkin , it is my place now :) ..it is a place where you can find any dessert you may wish for !!..endless number of tarts it has, and all are awesome.Indeed !
I luv the twix cake , I adore it actually ..I love the toffee one too ...even the cheese cake when it comes with chocolate topping, I 'd rather have it with caramel :)
The brownies cake that comes with your coffee,know it that little piece ! , just plain brownies !, is my chase too :) , i dont mind having all the brownies in the world in addition to those ones served to my friends too :)
I am sure in love with Nutella , my endless love :) who doesnot love Nutella ??
and sure thing I do luv it ,z nutella crepe .whatever really :)
ana go3t , I need my dose of chocolate...
Chocolate chocolate chocolate ....with all love and passion...Chocolate really helps in bad moods ! I cant think of anything else when I am down ! it is your savior when you PMS ! whenever I am on diet I crave chocolate ...
I told you I am a chocoholic :)
To be Continued ....to know the shopaholic me too.
Happy New Year to you all . I just canot believe that 2008 is finally officially GONE ! akheeeeran ! and I cant help it but hope for a better year , full of joy , peace and happiness. Goodbye 2008 with the good and bad it had .. 2009 , i waited for you ..for a happy new year :)..please be good and happy ba2a !!:)
Couldnot find anything better than ABBA's voice to say Happy new year... have you seen the tower's lighting today ? " el-kahareb yes :)) " ..it was displayin a " Happy New year ",,it was sooo lovely..and I just then felt it in the air , that a new year has finally come :)
Happy New year ..to you , and your family..I wish myself and you too that all our dreams come true ,that we become United ! as benetton colors,kiddin :)...I wish for Free Palestine,Arabs united and Gaza's freedom ...wish all the wars and killing in the world just stop ! wish if we can hv our pride and dignity back ! I wish.
Listen to the song , I just love it.. I extracted those parts :
"Sometimes I see How the brave new world arrives,And I see how it thrives,In the ashes of our lives,Oh yes, man is a fool!And he thinks he'll be okay!Dragging on, feet of clay!Never knowing he's astray!Keeps on going anyway..."
"May we all have a vision now and thenOf a world where every neighbour is a friend" "May we all have our hopes, our will to tryIf we don't we might as well lay down and die"
