I thought of de-activating my page !
I thought of deleting it !
I thought of closing it down !
I thought of gettin rid of it !
I had so many negative thoughts and feelings , I still hold some !
I thought I can let my anger out !
I thought I can cry out loud !
I thought I buried it in !
I thought I am dealin with it !
I thought ! I tried !
So,here I am .
Nothing got any better !
Am stuck ...
and can't really go anywhere !
I am back and not really back..
I still hold the anger ! I still hold the gun !
I just wish if I just can...