Sunday, July 21, 2013

I Miss you Dad

:(  I don't quite often write about you!ever Since you've passed away we pretend that we will be okay! Each is trying to show strength that no one feels the weakness inside! Though I am sure inside each one of us a space and shallow you left behind! Ever since this year and a half!a lil bit more than.
I miss you dad,I saw you today sitting in your place! Mocking at everyone!bringing laughter to whole place! I saw you trying each kind of food and giving your reedback about it! I saw you sitting in the garden enjoying having us all around you! U were always main reason we were there!I saw you asking for your coffee n same guy delivering it! I saw you smiling at this playing with kids! I saw you having that conversation with R! Still feels like yesterday!I still recall those arguments u always brought to the table!those remarks!your unique way of putting ur ideas straight into any's eyes! I still recall ur last time as if it was today not even yesterday!recall how happy u were back then.
I saw your leg! You re barely able to walk!I saw how hard it was for you to sit that long!I saw you smiling all time long! I felt you were there! You always loved to see us amongst family and ever since early years you were stressing on holding to family attires!even when we were complaining about it!that we want to go out see friends instead !u were always against it and making family comes first! You were the reason why!
I miss you dad:( sealed with heavy tears:( not that I only miss you !i need you, that I feel the need to have you around as I ever needed you as a baby,a child,and much more when I grew up!
I wish you a better place , heavens isA
Dad.wherever you are, be sure we all miss you!not only me! Everyone of us is missin u!
I wasnt sure if it would hv felt better raising any topic related to you, think it is wise there wasnt! Yet as lovers do I wanted to hear any gratitude ,anything of that kind about you! yet it would hv brought sadness to my heart that i wouldnt bear to hold!explode in tears n leave ahead! So think it is wise yet u know
Dad,my prayers go out to you,اللهم عافه و اعف عنه! و اكرم نزله ووسع مدخله،و اجعل قبره روضة من رياض الجنة. اللهم ابدله دارا خيرا من داره، و اهلا خيرا من اهله! و زوجا خيرا من زوجه. و اغسله بالماء والثلج والبرد. اللهم اجعل قبره روضة من رياض الجنة.

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